Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang...
This is not a dream! When I woke up this morning, my eyes became red and swollen... Am I crying?? I don't know when I'm crying... In my sleep, perhaps... I still can't believed that the day he will be leaving me on a jet plane has come...
If only I could turn back time, I would looked into his eyes just a little bit deeper... But would it make any different?? He still has to leave me...
The time came for me to wave him goodbye... Speechless, sebak, touched...Crying...That is the only thing I can do...
I took the train by myself that night... Somehow that made me feel really lonely... No more messages coming in every other hour to make me smile... No more long chitchats in the middle of the night... No more saying goodnight to each other...
Jaga diri baik-baik... Belajar rajin-rajin...
The words that I could never forget... Tears flowed freely that night... And it never stopped... As if it should anyway...
I miss you ever so much Pak Teh... Life here is not the same without your company... Granted you're always in my mind every single second, but it DOES NOT CHANGE the fact that I need you here in flesh. But don't worry... I'm okay here... Much stronger now than yesterday... My loneliness is killing me no more....
I'm counting minutes for you to come back to Malaysia again...
No kidding...
I love you... :(
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