Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang...
Last night he called me, as usual...But it was different from other night since i wanted him badly to call me... I don't really understand why should I felt like that.... My heart was so touched, it reached rock bottom... However, during the conversation, i just acted like normal... Although deep in my heart, i want to tell him that i miss him... I tried to contain myself from my emotions.. And i tried really hard... I don't want him to see me as a weak little girl and need to be protected each second.... "Act like normal, zara..." i told myself... Somehow that made me feels really lonely...
I don't know what has gotten into me, and I don't know how to explain it... I don't know why it happened as i've already promised him not to miss him... I just feel miserable. I don't know what I should do, or why i should feel it... I can't think right now, I can't answer questions, and I can't even talk... Do I want to talk? I don't know, perhaps I should, but I'm afraid it would make things complicated than it already is...
And the truth is...I'm hurt...
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