...L.O.V.E & H.A.T.E...

Last night he called me, as usual...But it was different from other night since i wanted him badly to call me... I don't really understand why should I felt like that.... My heart was so touched, it reached rock bottom... However, during the conversation, i just acted like normal... Although deep in my heart, i want to tell him that i miss him... I tried to contain myself from my emotions.. And i tried really hard... I don't want him to see me as a weak little girl and need to be protected each second.... "Act like normal, zara..." i told myself... Somehow that made me feels really lonely...